Shoutout

First, I would like to send a shoutout to my dear friend, Mihai, in Budapest for telling me to write more.
Ok.
1. Its now December, and the days are shorter and shorter here in northern Germany. I have to figure out ways to cope.
2. My internship at the kestnergesellschaft is going quite well. I am integrated more and more, but still separate. This only takes time (she says optimistically.)
3. My mental state does acrobatics- high sensitivity vs. anger/lunacy. It would seem its all here to stay and I simply must accept it.

I have to laugh more and cry. Its what hurts and feels the best.